I'm working on a really big project at work, and I'm almost entirely in charge of it. It could be amazing and wonderful for the organization. In fact, I hope/think it will be. But...
Somewhere along the way I've lost my confidence that I can execute something big like this and have it reflect positively on me. It's my job to make sure I portray the organization in the most positive light, but I'm currently TERRIFIED that something will go wrong and I'll have a PR disaster on my hands. And it will be all my fault.
When did I become that girl who's more comfortable sitting still than rocking the boat? I'm not even really rocking it. I'm paddling forward and horrified that I might capsize. That's no way to live, no way to work.
Vague, I know. Sorry.
Friday, January 12, 2007
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"When did I become that girl who's more comfortable sitting still than rocking the boat?"
when the captian claimed every decision you made could possibly sink the boat...
captians can be wrong :-)
i have a feeling some crazy road trip will wash all your worries away.
*irritable challenge
Little guy in a red suit with a pitch fork sitting on your shoulder telling you these things to unsettle you. Don't listen! You know better! You can do it! I'm rooting for you!
George
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